Issue 1.4 - Jan Benson

Emma and Ursa
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​I'm a big girl, ungainly, loud, and simple.
The constellation "Ursa Major" should prove my alignment. 

Last August I got married to a local Rom.
A festive day, full of joy; smiles all around.
Dad walked me down the aisle, and I even danced a jig with Mum at the reception. There is video!

My eyes are a bit wide apart; not wall-eyed, just spaced widely. 
In grade four, a school psychologist documented me on the "Fetal Alcohol Spectrum" for learning dysfunctions. 
Mum always said I'm beautiful. So, yes, I'm a bit slow, but always full of good self-esteem.

On Christmas Eve, I was asked to pose for a photo with the gift Mum got me. It seems my new husband has complained I'm not well focused on household duties, and Mum bought me a kitchen mop.

The photo shows my sheepish grin, narrowed shoulders and embarrassment. A shadow of a shadow of a shell.


gentle palm-press
numbing the harshness
on a tone drum

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